End of Summer....Beginning of Fall...

I enjoy the changing of seasons...the never really knowing how the weather is going to be the next day, anticipating the crisp air in the morning and constantly waking up in the dark.  But more than that, I love the fact that the kids are back to school and the streets (and Stores) can now belong to the adults once again.  I enjoy the peace...at least while it lasts.

Songs I love to sing out loud:

Linkin Park ~ Crawling

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real


There's something inside me
That pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self control I fear
Is never ending, controlling


I can't seem to find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence)
(I'm convinced that there's)
(Just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before so insecure


Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real


Discomfort, endlessly has pulled
Itself upon me distracting, reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It's haunting how I can't seem


To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence)
(I'm convinced that there's)
(Just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before so insecure


Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real


Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing, confusing what is real


There's something inside me
That pulls beneath the surface
Consuming
(Confusing what is real)
This lack of self control I fear
Is never ending, controlling
(Confusing what is real)



Linkin Park ~ From the Inside

I don't know who to trust, no surprise

Everyone feels so far away from me
Heavy thoughts sift through dust and the lies


Trying not to break
But I'm so tired of this deceit
Every time I try to make myself
Get back up on my feet


All I ever think about is this
All the tiring time between
And how trying to put my trust in you
Just takes so much out of me


Take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
'Cause I swear for the last time
I won't trust myself with you


Tension is building inside, steadily
Everyone feels so far away from me
Heavy thoughts forcing their way out of me


Trying not to break
But I'm so tired of this deceit
Every time I try to make myself
Get back up on my feet


All I ever think about is this
All the tiring time between
And how trying to put my trust in you
Just takes so much out of me


Take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
'Cause I swear for the last time
I won't trust myself with you


I won't waste myself on you
You, you
Waste myself on you
You, you


I'll take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
'Cause I swear for the last time
I won't trust myself with you


Everything from the inside
And just throw it all away
'Cause I swear for the last time
I won't trust myself with you
You, you