For my Teenie....I lubya.

I thought about you a lot today. Being the Assassin, being the Right Hand. I want to fight for you. I want to be the destroyer. I want to reach out and take the interlopers and shake their beings and foundations and make them see what can not be seen. But, having changed my ways....smile...I will remain the sunshine, smile and tell you...this will pass like everything else. The world is not ending. YOUR foundations are not being rocked. You will see your Karma come around to these people...it is too big to mistake.  Just have faith in yourself.  We have faith in you, even when you fall. And you are not falling. This is just a step, a stumble...


Here is my hug from a distance. 1 week 1 day and I will give you one for real. I lubya my friend.


Not your music...but mine. If you don't want to listen, read for me. Your not falling. I will catch you. We will catch you.

Mudvayne ~ Not Falling ~

Always, known in, all my time,
A little left of center now
Reflect as I realize,
That all I need is to find the middle pillar path to sit like the sun by a star in the sky and
just be.
Sinners, casting stones at me


I... I stand, not crawling, not falling down
I... I bleed the demons that drag me down
I... I stand, (for nothing), not crawling, (the center), not falling down (of calms within the eye)
I... I'll bleed, (for no one), The demons, (but myself), that pull me down (for me and no one else)


Goodbye, sunshine, I've put it out again, sad
I'm over, personalities, conflicting, I don't need you, or anyone, but me, I'll just be, living
my own life
I feel my glowing center grow, infecting
I feel alive
Shovel dirt over lime, plant it in myself to sit like a seed under covers of earth and just be
Sinners, pointing fingers at me


I... I stand, (for nothing), not crawling, (by myself), not falling down
I... I bleed, (for no one), the demons, (but myself), that drag me down
I... I stand, (for nothing), not crawling, (the center), not falling down (of calms within the eye)
I... I'll bleed, (for no one), the demons, (but myself), that pull me down (for me and no one else)


Come play kill
Refuse my body, refuse my shadow
Stond cold will
Refuse to lead this, refuse to follow
Bitter pills
Refuse to feed this, refuse to swallow
I'm fueled godless


Come play, come play
KILL
Just be, just be


I... I stand, (for nothing), not crawling, (by myself), not falling down
I... I bleed, (for no one), the demons, (but myself), that drag me down
I... I stand, (for nothing), not crawling, (the center), not falling down (of calms within the eye)
I... I'll bleed, (for no one), the demons, (but myself), that drag me down (for me and no one else)