My water finally broke.

I am the listener. The shoulder. The one they call on. Didn't even occur to me that I would need someone eventually. Today my dam finally busted. I had it. God finally had shovelled it on thick with this new development. But what doesn't kill you and all that....apparently makes you go to the Spokane BFF and say WTF????

I will just acknowledge that I must have something profoundly AWESOME waiting for me down the line. I will be understanding. I will wait. I am patient. I have the capacity to know that God has a plan for me and it is always better than I imagine...so, Thanks J. Thanks for tonight, well every night that you want to hear me and I don't talk, because I would rather be the one to help than be the burden. I won't be doing that anymore. Ok, maybe I will, but I will try not to, and that is all that counts.


Nirvana 'Come As You Are'

Come as you are, as you were
As I want you to be
As a friend, as a friend
As an old enemy

Take your time, hurry up
The choice is yours, don't be late
Take a rest as a friend
As an old

Memoria, memoria
Memoria, memoria

Come doused in mud, soaked in bleach
As I want you to be
As a trend, as a friend
As an old

Memoria, memoria
Memoria, memoria

And I swear that I don't have a gun
No I don't have a gun
No I don't have a gun

Memoria, memoria
Memoria, memoria
(No I don't have a gun)

And I swear that I don't have a gun
No I don't have a gun
No I don't have a gun
No I don't have a gun
No I don't have a gun

Memoria, memoria